Where is Your Weight Holding You Back?
December 29th, 2009
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by Judi · Filed Under: Healthy Again in 2010

This past August I earned a trip to a 5 star resort in Costa Rica on the ocean which even came with butler service. Yes, it was very nice. One of the activities including was a zip line over the Costa Rican Jungle. For those of you who don’t know me, adventure is my middle name.
At my weight I did not think I would be able to do it. However, I was so wanting to that my embarrassment was surpassed by my desire. Got wayyyyyyyyy out of my comfort zone and called the tour operator to ask what weight restrictions they had and this was a very hard call. It is not like people can’t see we are overweight, we just like to think they don’t notice. By placing this call, I was saying “oh by the way, in case you did not know already, I am overweight.” That is how badly I wanted to do the zip line.
Her first response was she did not think they had any and would call and make sure. That got my hopes up. I had not given any thought to how I would do this if I could since I did not know at the time I would have to lift my own body weight up into the harness. When Elizabeth called back, there was no weight limit however there was a maximum waist size and guess what is was smaller than my waist… So no zip line for me.
In the past, rather than admitting to anyone on the trip I did not fit on the zip line, I would have stayed at the resort with some flimsy excuse that I did not like heights or something. Again, I don’t think I would have fooled anyone and I would have missed the entire half day and not just the zip line. So I went! And I will be forever glad that I did.
The ride was amazing straight up the mountain often on a dirt road and the views were amazing. Our driver stopped a couple of times so we could watch monkeys in the trees. When we got there instead of a vacant bench to sit and wait, there was a whole covered picnic area (I had brought several waters and a snack) and a place next door which was totally intriguing. So I went there.
There was a huge greenhouse type of thing filled with amazing butterfly’s and there were everywhere. There was for me a very interesting snake exhibit from tiny ones to HUGE. And best of all were the monkeys. I love animals of all shapes and sizes and they allowed me to go into the monkey enclosure. There were 5 White Faced Monkeys and 4 Spider Monkeys and they were all friendly. For several hours I hung out with them.
The owner kept supplying me with sunflower seeds which they loved. I just happened to be wearing a blouse which had two breast pockets (not, there are no accidents) and the monkeys would sit on my shoulder and pick the shells out of my pocket. I was in monkey heaven. One the larger White Faced Monkeys was extra affectionate and loved being held just like a baby. When I would bring him in close to my chest he would tuck his head in and pat me on the back.
To me this magical experience was my gift for giving up my shame and fear and going on the trip even though I could not do the zip line. I would never have experienced this total joy. And I can assure you next time, I will be doing the zip line also.
What is holding you back and how can you move at least part way toward it even if you can’t go all the way yet? I am committed to eliminating my weight being in control of what I can or can not do…how about you?
Pura Vida (Pure Life in Costa Rican)
Judi


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